1 year 3months just gone like that. I did not blame you for for what you have done. I know you won't see my blog because you thought i would not update it again. Thats why i wrote this hoping no one would ever find this. I want this blog to be my greatest memory so i would not delete it. But i will make it private soon. After reading all the post from the past. I started tearing. Its so painful to see everything that i love about you just vanish within that day, hours, minutes and even seconds. Those times you help me update my blog. Those times that you went Korea. What a wonderful feeling. But I know its a tough decision let go of me and I understand your suffering and its all because of me. Even though i am petty but fear not. I will not blame you. I will never blame you. I never blame anyone but myself. Asking question why is this always happening to me. Maybe thats my fate. I know you want us to be friends again. For this i am sorry. I cannot face you for now. I want to let everything off my mind. Maybe the holiday after the exam will be a thinking period. I won't bother you again. Hope you can continue with your life and not suffering again. Lastly, i will always love you whether we are together or not. Nothing gonna change my love for you. I am willing to accept you back as my grlfriend anytime. Thanks for all this 1 year 3months. ILOVEYOU. 29-09-2010 and it all ends here.