1 year 3months just gone like that. I did not blame you for for what you have done. I know you won't see my blog because you thought i would not update it again. Thats why i wrote this hoping no one would ever find this. I want this blog to be my greatest memory so i would not delete it. But i will make it private soon. After reading all the post from the past. I started tearing. Its so painful to see everything that i love about you just vanish within that day, hours, minutes and even seconds. Those times you help me update my blog. Those times that you went Korea. What a wonderful feeling. But I know its a tough decision let go of me and I understand your suffering and its all because of me. Even though i am petty but fear not. I will not blame you. I will never blame you. I never blame anyone but myself. Asking question why is this always happening to me. Maybe thats my fate. I know you want us to be friends again. For this i am sorry. I cannot face you for now. I want to let everything off my mind. Maybe the holiday after the exam will be a thinking period. I won't bother you again. Hope you can continue with your life and not suffering again. Lastly, i will always love you whether we are together or not. Nothing gonna change my love for you. I am willing to accept you back as my grlfriend anytime. Thanks for all this 1 year 3months. ILOVEYOU. 29-09-2010 and it all ends here.

I am so damn lazy to blog nowadays. Thinking of closing this blog soon. I promised Jelly that i will blog when she is in Korea so that when she is back she will know what i have been doing this few days. 7 days have pass and i am so happy now because she is coming back tomorrow. She prefer Korea than me. Okay let me start from the day she left. For all those days, i did exercise and now i am watching my diet because i am becoming fat. Irvin's weight = FAT!!! Gonna get Chocolate Abs after 1 month!!! You all will see a new Irvin aka Irbin (-.-) in the new term. So i eat healthily and skip Breakfast, lunch and sometimes dinner. Ate salad and fruits especially banana and strawberry. FIGHTING!!

22nd March 2010 (11.45pm) (8 more days to Jelly arrival)

When she called me and tell me she got to switch off her phone. I was told myself that its alright, just 8 days. Stayed up all the way to 3 plus because i was looking for Jelly's Facebook password. Wanted to hack into her account and help her play her Facebook games but gave up looking for her password which i roughly know.

23rd March 2010 (7 more days to Jelly arrival)

Today, Weizhi will be flying to Korea just like Jelly, leaving me in Singapore all alone. He came to my house and we played Dota. He when back around 5-6 plus to pack his bags. I practically did nothing in front of my lappy for this whole day.

24th March 2010 (6 more days to Jelly arrival)

Woke up because Yanzhi called. Told me that Sports Camp ended and how fun it was. He asked me if there is any plan later on. He ask me whether wanna go fishing. Which i agreed but he cancel it last minute. So i played Facebook games and stare at my lappy till the day pass. Stop playing PONZI inc on this day because i think its unfair for Jelly. She helped me when i am in BE Main Comm camp. Watched WGM2 Sweet potato couple. Starring SNSD Seohyun and CN Blue Yonghwa. Watched till episode 4. Waiting for Episode 5 to come out!!! Saranghae SNSD!

25th March 2010 (5 more days to Jelly arrival)

Woke up, did my daily exercise routine. Ate fruits for Breakfast and Skipped Lunch. When to eat dinner with my parents at 10 mile junction. Today will i started to entertain myself by watching invincible youth which i stopped at episode 8.

26th March 2010 (4 more days to Jelly arrival)

Today at last i got activity, FISHING!!! When fishing with Dickson, Qc and Yanzhi. Fish the whole day and caught nothing. But we gain lots of experience. Singapore got no fishes!!! Will be changing fishing spot soon.

27th March 2010 (3 more days to Jelly arrival)

Can't really remember what i did the whole day. But i guess it was family day? When to Marina Square to celebrate my Papi Birthday in advance. We ate (Suki-ya) A japanese steamboat buffet. Today was the day i break my diet routine. But at the steamboat buffet i ate lots of vege. I started watching another Korean Variety. Its a very old variety. It is called Love Letter. Starring 2 of my favourite couple, Choi Siwon and Bae Seul Gi. Love them. Started watching from season 2 all way to season 3. I wore facial mask to sleep. =]

28th March 2010 (2 more days to Jelly arrival)

Today was my beloved Papi Birthday. He will be an ajjushi soon!!! Saranghae Appa! We went to Malaysia with my Uncle and Aunt. We shop the whole day and my Appa bought for me a pair of new shoes. My dream shoes. Its very pretty!! Won't show you all. HAHAHAH

29th March 2010 (1 more day to Jelly arrival)

Watched invincible youth till episode 19. Exercise and Ate cereal for Breakfast cum Lunch. Started Blogging. JELLY IS COMING BACK TOMORROW!!! i guess. XD I will blog till here. Bye